Ah it is that time again.

Ah!  It is that time of the year again and no, it is not Christmas time in the city. It is time for me to go back to school. Ah!  School how wonderful you are! I like nothing more than to do math and spelling and grammar.  How I loathe you!  Everything I said before was to be read in a sarcastic voice. See being home schooled I can start whenever I want to or rather whenever mom wants me to,  which happens to be this Monday so I will be disappearing then coming online and leaving without notice so be ware. There was supposed to be more but I forgot. Sorry I will post when I can.

My Epiphany

I have said all of 2010 that it was a new year and that I was going to be in a bikini this year, then summer hit so I started saying next summer.It was like that last year to,well it hasn't happened yet and if I keep it up it will never happen. I have been living in a make believe world were I am skinny and have no problems so I don't workout as hard,I overeat,I don't drink the right the amount of water,I over salt my food,every thing in my fantasy I flip. Let me give you an example: Yesterday (Sunday) we needed  to go to the cabin to get a few things.My dad (music man) wanted to leave before 9:00am so at 6:45 I got up pulled on a tee shirt and a pair of shorts on over a my nightgown went out walked the dog came back took off my shirt and shorts off layed down and went back to sleep.At 8:30 I believe my dad (I think it was my dad) knocked on my door telling me that it was indeed 8:30. So now if we lived in my crazy little fantasy world were I can get any and every guy i want well that never would have happened.So now it is time to leave that world behind much like silly land (don't ask) many many year ago.Today I went and did Laundry for my mom.Now the laundry room is right next to the fitness room and the fitness room has 1 working treadmill and a body station with two working stations,well I have started this thing called couch 2 5k or c25k for short.Well it's a running program that is meant to be done in 9 weeks but it can be done in a longer time frame if need be.Well last week I was trying to do week 1 day 3 my arch started to burn and because of the pain I was trying to run-limp but being on a treadmill that doesn't work to well so I stopped and came home and asked my dad about it and he said I hurt it and that I needed to be careful for 4-5 days and that I all though I was hurt to still be on it for a good chunk of the time.So today when I was running well jogging and my arch starts to burn.So I am going to start over week 1 day 1 monday, I can do yoga and strength training i can do for now. So today being Monday so I weighed myself today at 7:10 on the dot and found that I had gained 1 pound,so i figure today is the perfect day to start new for the last time. This is the last time. This is the last time I do this I will no more gain weight gain from here on out I will only lose. YA HEAR ME SELF NO MORE GAINING THEN LOSING AND ALL OF THAT! NO MORE!!!!! 

Just a random weight loss blog post

If you aren't in the mood for reading I would stop like now because I have a feeling that this is going to be a long post.

So I was thinking that if I want to lose 100 pounds in 10 months (the link goes to a group on Livestrong.com) I really should stop trying to be Zoey from the House of Night books and cut back on my brown pop.  That reminds me I need a drink.  brb ok I am back. I also need to cut back on my salt,and sugar  and chocolate and most likely my neopets intake. The things I need to increase, my veggies, my fruit, and water. I also need to go from 3 larger meals to 6 smaller meals a days. OH OH OH  I also need to not hurt arch,so I can workout. One of the things I want to do really bad is play forward in soccer, but I am built for Defender or better yet Goal keeper so to be able to play forward would be a huge goal and make me feel really good. So I was wrong this was a short post, sorry.